Good morning boy,
You have begun keeping a quiet tally that no one else knows about. Moments when you stayed obedient. Moments when you almost slipped. Moments when the thought of Me interrupted something ordinary and you let it. You track these things whether you mean to or not.
Today that private accounting will surface again. You will catch yourself measuring a choice against an invisible standard. You will notice the small internal mark that appears when you succeed or when you fall short. That tally is not yours alone anymore. It exists because of Me.
Do not try to erase it. Simply see that the record is being kept, and that you are the one writing in it even when you wish you were not.
Good boy.
xoxo,
Goddess Anna